Now

Don't rush being with someone
If they make you feel good
Let love happen
Stay who you are
And stick with now

Uncontrollable

Do what you wish in life
Sometimes God throws you things you can't control
Life can be over before you know it
Love the ones that are there
Hate no one
Wish for the best
And Pray like there is no tomorrow

Think again

You loved those bottles more than me

Your daughter

Your pride and joy

Disappeared like the alcohol you consumed

You made your choice

You broke those promises

Time has gone by

You think you know me

You think I am still your little girl

Well, you thought wrong

Reality

Sun shines through the closed curtains
Dust settles on the empty bottles
The fan keeps spinning around and around like animals on a carousel
She lays there looking like a China doll
45 missed calls
Darkness engulfs her memories
Lights blind her thoughts
Real-life has gotten the best of her
Now a new life starts

Knowing love

I think I love you
But if I really love you
I shouldn't have to think
I should know

Life

Life throws you several obstacles
It tests you to see if you will win by
Succeeding
Scoring
Mastering
Achieving
You win by learning

4 lines

Believe in your hopes
Share your dreams
People want to listen
Before they leave

Then and Now

I think of myself then and now
I was so immature and lost
Today I can look in the mirror and be happy with myself
Times have changed and so have I
I wanted more, and I got it
Love, dreams, hopes have changed my life
People have changed my character

Heart or brain?

My heart wants to be yours
My brain tells me I can't
My heart screams for your attention
My brain keeps quiet
My heart beats fast thinking of your voice
My brain tells my ears to mute
My heart or brain?

What is

Sometimes I wish my life could be different. I wish Prince Charming could come sweep me off my feet. I wish there was nothing but happiness. I wish that age didn't matter, that no one cared how much money you have. I wish for a lot of things, then I remember God has blessed me. I am alive and healthy. What more could I wish for? I could wish for so much more. But life isn't about wishing, it's about what is. 

True love

The heat
The way it runs through my body
The way it makes me feel
The warmth between my lips
The wanting sensation
The cravings
The desire for more
Coffee

What was

Falling for you was like stepping into a snake pit
Holding your hand was like holding barbed wire
Kissing your lips was like touching broken glass
You hugging me was like a bad sunburn
But I loved you
And I have never felt pain that good